okay.. Being alive means that every breath you take is basically closer to the death? so what?
what am i doing now? am i closer to the death by struggling to do something to live? that's funny. so am i struggling to go toward the death with thinking i believe i'm really doing well to survive?
i got it. let's just be simple. i'm living at the same time i'm dying. so balance is really key at this point. do i need to prepare things for life or death? there is no answer. just live as you are. one thing for sure is that everything that has happened in your life is the things by you. And you should be resposible for those things. of course, it would be ok if you have no regret at all. However, to be honest, let's be honest. Are there any lives that regard as perfect? That's just being alive. There are a lot of things that i cannot express in words in our lives. hmm..