I didnt think that ill be missing you even till now. You dont know how much i miss you and i know you even dont know about me a lot. i still miss you whether you remember me or not. you're still my first even though our relationship was nothing.
we didnt do anything each other but you are still in my heart. just once, only once, i wanna meet you again while we are living. when i meet you again, even if i cant say anything to you and i cant express my real feeling to you, it's okay. i just meet you again. if i meet you again, i wanna have dinner with you, drink coffee with you and do whatever i really wanted to do with you. Do you remember me? if so, ...
i thought love is respecting each other. we dont definitely have to do everything toghther. it is ok if we just respect each other. i could be here and you could be there. But that doesnt mean anything if we are falling in love. i will respect your life, your relationships and your everything that you've done and want to do.. i just know one thing. i just ask you only one thing. did you feel the same way? can you tell me what you felt..
still, i respect your life. i want you to be happy with your gf. i dont know if you would break up with your gf or you meet other love.. whatever.. if love allows me, my choice is you. you are still my first. so, i want life treats you well...