Let me tell you about myself.
I'm not a perfect person.
I'm not such a smart woman like you. I'm not such a beautiful woman like you. I'm not such a good cook like you. I'm not such a good singer like you. I 'm not such a good dancer like you. I don't have good memory. I don't have good body shape. I don't have much money. I have no sense of direction.
Even I have no idea who I am, how to live, where I have to go, when to leave, the reason I did it and what I really like to do every now and then.
I just want to live my life with all the best.
In my circumstance, in my position, at my age, as myself, all I want is that doing my best as much as I can in my life until I die. Like this,
귀천(歸天)
나 하늘로 돌아가리라.
새벽빛 와 닿으면 스러지는
이슬 더불어 손에 손을 잡고,
나 하늘로 돌아가리라.
노을빛 함께 단둘이서
기슭에서 놀다가 구름 손짓하면은,
나 하늘로 돌아가리라.
아름다운 이 세상 소풍 끝내는 날,
가서, 아름다웠더라고 말하리라......
- 천상병
We have talked about this before and I agree with you as you know, so often life is about perception. We percieve others have this great, awesome life when in fact it is they who are unhappy. As long as you fight, strive to be better, you have a path. You are moving forward and from what I know of you, you are doing that.
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